I'm 1 hour too early but I very scared I refresh then lose this post so I'm guna post this now.

Takamasa, you always had your way with words, knowing how to swoon different women around you, myself included. You always knew what to do to cheer MC up, be it by heading to her favourite bakery and getting her favourite snack, or by being even sweeter with your words. (If that's even possible, you are very sweet in your everyday life.) The way MC's pet name just rolls off your tongue, the way you call her honey, makes my heart melt. I have to admit, I fell in love with your appearance first, I mean it's a fact that you're judged by your cover.

From your affinity to white dress shirts and your obsession to patterned colourful socks, I found myself falling head over hills for you. Your jet black side swooped hair and even that single piercing on your left ear. Everything about you made the 15 year old me so excited and happy.

But looks are not what makes a person. The moment I finished your main story, I was in tears. Your love for MC was just so overwhelmingly pure. It may be because you were my first, I never could forget about you. I would always find myself comparing other guys to you, and placing you in their scenarios. Your perseverance gave me confidence when I needed it most, your smile gave me the drive to carry on.

From seeing how to protected MC from thugs and even sacrificing your own pride just for MC, made me feel so blessed. This might be my opinion but since Day 1, I always felt like you tried to hide your big brother trope behind a flirty persona. You try to pretend that a big problem is nothing at all, just so that MC will feel better. But in reality, you care SO much. You really just want her and the people around you to be happy.

From our first encounter, to our wedding, honeymoon and even starting a family. The little odds and ends in between like taking care of your friend's son and MC's forged r/s with Ren. Every moment is so precious to me. Granted I paid money to read those stories but I feel so eternally blissed when I did read them. Your love just penetrates the 2D-ness of an otome right to my heart.

Other than the main story, the other story that resonates deep within me is the Season 3 sequel. Where MC became a really popular Blogger, and got a stalker of her own. I could tell you were really wary of MC's vulnerability on the net, but you trusted her enough. You made sure that no matter how busy you were to always keep an eye out for her. Even when she did'nt tell you what's wrong. You knew that something was wrong. Ahh... the story was about your jealousy but in reality... I was feeling the most jealous of them all.

In the past 1.5years, I have come to realise that I'm not the girl for you, MC is the one. Yall people who have read this far might be thinking "wtf kani talking??" but it's reality!! Like MC and I are totally different, MC is much more soft spoken, and more calm(?), more level headed. While I'm more loud, more wild for lack of a better word. At that time you were my no.1 for almost 4-5 years. And I really come to realise that to make you happy, I could'nt be myself. You needed MC and I'm just Josephin. Ahhhh I feel like I'm getting mixed up in the 2D world, but you guys need to understand I have never dated anyone who is more than just a pixel. My ideal of love is what I've experienced from 5 years of otome gaming. fall 2018 wedding dresses

I love you, Takamasa, I really do. In all honesty, even tho i claim that Shusei is now no.1, I can't forget about you. But you're really not the one for me. I know that in this world that there is another person that will fit him like how I feel like I fit with Shusei.

I really hope that I can find a guy who cares as much about me as you do about MC. Thank you for all the great times, and may you have the best birthday of your pixel life.

Lots of Love and Forever More,
Josephin
5.2.2018